Dream Come True ^^

Hey DUDE!Guess what? I'm back to my rusting blog..just because someone asked me to update and my mood to blog just on so...here it goes..
I'm super duper excited because Finally i have a chance to watch my babee.."DOLPHINS" phew~ omg~ i couldn't believe this...
didn't expect i'll have a chance to watch the dolphin show in Malaysia..it was the only first time M'sia have dolphin show..so absolutely i won't miss out this golden opportunity~! =P and of course i hope i can watch the show with my friends =) (Who wanna join? ;D )
*Thanks to bear who supply me all these information*
*Sunway Pyramid -1 December09-7 February2010
*weekdays 3.30pm,6.30pm,9.30pm
*rm50 for adults,rm30 for kids (3-12 years old).Free of charge for kids below 3 years old(i wish i was below 3 years old) xD
*if you shop in pyramid,you'll get 30% off on ticket

I swear i'm gonna watch this no matter how broke am i~ x)
okays now lets some pictures illustrate and do the talking ;)

SO CUTE RIGHT??My babee!! =D

OKays I'm done..will provide more pictures after i watch the show...now what i need is $$$ $_$ Teeheeee...I'm so excited! =D

I Miss him So badly.. . .

<3 <3 <3
I MISS HIM SO BADLY~
He is working so hard at Singapore from night , midnight and continuously until morning...
while what are we doing at here ,Malaysia right now??!
Hope he will always stay healthy and Take good care of himself..

Before It's too Late

Sometimes we hurt our friend's feelings but we don't know.
They Cry Alone but we don't know.
They even pray for us but we don't know.
So as a friend,we should apologize or say:"I'm Sorry if i did anything to hurt you."
Do that if you ever hurt your friends.
So that they know you need their forgiveness from them.
Otherwise,I BET you'll definitely REGRET...
Once we lost it,only we'll know how to appreciate it.. isn't it is too late?
So just do it,just do it...before it's too late and before you regret..

没勇气的我

×没勇气的我，我最讨厌了！
不管是做任何事情都是将～唉～
总是犹豫不决，做不了任何决定。×
--SPM 只剩下一个多月了，别人都在努力着，奋斗着，唯独我。。。
真搞不懂我在干啥！明明知道应该读，必须读，但，总是读不起来。--
感觉我的生活好像缺乏了什么。。。怪怪的。
不温书，罪恶感又加深～不温又不是，温又不是
我好矛盾，最讨厌酱了！
谁能行行好，教教我怎样做～ @_@

Random post

Wallowing in self-pity is the worst thing i've ever done...
coz no one will know it,no one can see it,no one will care bout it,no one will give a damn about it..
so instead of wallowing in self-pity,LAUGH and SHAKE IT OFF that bad feelings!

Ice Cream does not cure anymore..

Today i realised ice cream doesn't cure anymore.
I used to eat ice cream when im not happy..mcflurry?vanila flavour?baskin robbin?
But it doesnt really work on me nowadays. howcome? somehow,its quite sad for me..HAHAHA
but who cares?no1 will care about it i guess..
uhm,yesterday was the memorable one for me
I've been Locked outside in the middle of the night..with Bro! that's CooL isnt it? Yayyyy~ (sarcastic)
the worst thing was no1 came down and open the door for us..joanne was sleeping like A PIG!
But finally mom came down and opened the door.=X
Yesterday was really a "GOOD GOOD" night for me..no jokes. x]
And...the main point is..I STARTED TO HATE MYSELF! I started to forget who am i?!Lost in direction,no aim,no target,foggy future...ahha!
I have to walk through it by my own i guess...no matter how tough it is,how hard for me to swallow those shyt...i still have to carry on~
MICHELLE NG! YOU should Start Accepting THE TRUTH!
Bye.

*Saturday*

8.00am

• zk fetched me ,bear bear and wy go oncidium bsb court ply bsb...bt actually was bear bear's cycling lesson ! =D
• started to teach her cycling..bt she was wearing high heels so i ran back home to take slippers for her..it took some times for us to borrow a bike =X
• ended up we used two bike ( cc's one and matin's one) but then matin's one was too high for bear bear.

9.30am++

• we had dinner at mamak kandar...then went back to bsb court again..continue to teach bear bear cycle...while zk cc and wy plyed bsb..bt all of 'em did help to teach bear bear also..
• however...bear bear still couldnt balance herself ,so ended up the lesson failed..

11.00am

• reached home..did some chores...

1.30pm

• zk fetched us to have lunch again..(thanks for our driver!) xP
• had lunch at "ju mu ban min"
• it was the 1st time bear bear finished her food..(haha!) xD

3.00pm++

• i went back home while bear bear headed to wy's hs..
• had some nap coz i was v tired..

5.00pm

• wy suddenly rang up...then i quickly woke up coz she told me they were coming my hs and they were already outside my hs!
• what a surprise!LOL xD
• carmen,wy,joey and cc came in my room chit chatting..they jz came bck frm yc at oldtown bt i couldnt join
• then zk also came and chit chat...
• they suggested to go pasar tani to buy apam balik?! yeah something lidat larh lols.
• i didnt follow so they tapao for me..thanks ya guys! ( the whole day was FUN!) =)
  

5.30pm++

• changed clothes and prepared to go merve's partayy!
• they came back v apam balik...thx alot! >.<"

6.00pm++

• jimmy fetched me go cc hs..then i drove to kaini's hs to pick her up
• started our journey to kepong(was the hard 1~=X)
• we got lost although they used the so call gps thingy
• ended up we reached merve's place by one and a half our after asking direction from some guard!(wth.we still gt 2nd party which is shaun tan's party but its 8pm =)

8.00pm+++

• reached merve's hs and ate dinner there..
• took some pic with merve..she looked gorgeous with her saree =D

9.00pm++

• left merve's hs coz we had another party...cc suggested to drive back cz jim drove too slow bt jim nt allowed
• however..jim let cc drove on the halfway back~swt!
• we nearly go to hell!but due to cc's "fast thinking and react" we were all safe..lols xD
• fetched kai ni back home then headed to shaun tan's party

10.00pm++

• reached shaun tan's house..
• did nothing there
• followed the guys to bsb court..watched them ply bsb
  

11.30pm

• i drove matin,zheng chi,chee chew back home =D (not bad rite my driving skills? ;) ) haha xD

12.00pm

• reached home...
• online awhile..
• sleep! zZz
  

nice saturday bt holidays are ending~sobx...
somehow..i really enjoyed my day! thanks to all my friends ;)

*Friday *

9.00am++

• went to fetch wy for breakfast using jimmy's car? hah!then when reached wy's hs..was her turn to drive us..>.<" ! had breakfast at McD and jimmy treaated me,joey and wy ice cream v vanila flavor.

11.00am++

• reached home and did some chores then online..=D chit chat wif friends...started to plan something...x) then 1pm++ got my license by uncle lai xD(yeah!I can DRIVE!)
  

2.00pm

• went ptdd to had meeting until 2.43pm..wait at ptdd for bear bear to fetch me bt she was kinda late..so ended up cc fetched me and sis to bubble tea and yc wif bear bear and jimmy...wy ffk me..=(

4.30pm

• cc fetched me and bear bear head to my home...then did nothing at my hs?cc slept at my house =='' wait till 6 30pm...

6.30pm

• cc went for guitar class..and zk's turn to fetch me and bear bear to wy's hs...(SOrry For waiting zk~ ) =) reached wy's hs be4 7pm.. headed to sp when all of 'em were there...

7.00pm++

• reached sp...wy,bear bear,chuang,heng shaun and zk went to buy tickets for movie while me,joey accompanied carmen to buy some cosmetic. ;) then had dinner at some restaurant which i forgot the name of it..haha..bt it was a nice dinner although i din eat =) after dinner we went to shop around...forever 21!
  

9.30pm

• movie started ( the terminator..) uhmmm...it was kinda nice? bt for me it was too noisy..x]
  

11.30pm

• finished the movie and went back wy's hs.then followed zk's car back home..heng shaun drove his car(damn funny!) and chuang also drove his car..(steady 1 ~ ;) ) finally zk drove back his own car... and fetched me,bear bear and carmen home.

1.00pm

• reached home..and bear bear overnite at my house..wait for bear bear to clean up herself and only gt to sleep at 2am..and sumore the next day havta go bsb at 7 30am =X
  

DoN't Get Me Wrong

Friendship?wht does friendship means?
who can give me the definition for "friendship"
well,its been quite tough for me to maintain our relationship..but i really hope im be able to do so...
I know u'll be reading this...that's why i post this blog..
I apologise to you here if i've hurt you or did something wrong to you which i dont really know what i've done to you...
If u thought was my problem..then i can tell you that nothing happen to me...its just that i was really tired tht day and could not went recess with you~that's all..
Please don't get me wrong~
I know there's something inside your heart and you're tend to hide it from me...
I hope you can share it with me so that the distance between me and you would not be getting further and further...because...I really don't know what's inside your mind..
I just can see that you're not happy with me..its very obvious when you are not happy..because you use to be an active and happy person.. I miss your smile ;'(
If its really my fault then i think i should think properly...is because of i changed a lot or what?!
There's really some problem between us...i mean i dont understand you...
This can be clearly seen when a small matter can become a big matter and i dont know what's happening...I hope you can tell me or pass message to me...which ever ways you prefer will do...as well as you let me know...
Once again...SORRY!!! and please dont get me wrong.. =(

GOoD suNdaY..

okay..morning woke up about 8++ am..
just to do my piano theory..
its ALOT!
tht was a last minute work..thats why havta suffered @.@
haha.
then had piano lesson at 12++
till 1.30pm ..then did some chores.
gt ready to go summit..v family
actually we went there to buy some reference books..
ended up watching dancing competition there..!
ya..coz my sis is really a dance lover!
then went popular..bought a bio and physic exercise books..
and then shop around...bought something..and presents for some friends =D
then balik rumah.
iron,wash clothes..online..
tido..haha =) the nex day is mssd ..
so wish all of my friends who taking part in mssd good luck!
GAmbaTEH! x)
ciaoz

OucH!!!

Omg~ Its So pain...its HURT~!!!
i got back pained for quite some time...anyway,im already used to it..since it was a side effects of fell down while i was learning ice-skating few years ago + fell down from the chair(my friends fooled around wif me =( ...but it is not funnay ok!) so... now my back pain is getting worse~ that day i went neway to cheong k..then maybe sit for too long or something lidat...
i felt the painness again~
so today decided to PoNTENG! my mom called some fellow and helped me massage..
and i cant tahan~ coz it s soo soo soo pained!
i cant scream... just havta tahan ~ until all my tears came out automatically..
oh no~ please~ i dont want to cry also..and the aunty said :"oh my dear,u'r soo cute today!dont tell me u'r crying?!"
LOL..xD ofcourse i m so not gonna admit it~ >.<
i juz told her i cant tahan the painness... it really hurts! she's like tearing off my skin gawt!bt somehow is for my own good~ coz im a "mummy's girl"!
so next monday i havta experience the painness once again~ =X

My birthday pr3seNt !!

• elianto(eye shadow) by Kai Ni and AngeliNe =D
  

• MoNk3y k3y chaiN by Ah WiNg~

• pr3seNt by 3LaiN3~

• 3lianto and card by kai ni and angeline/chocholate by 3sth3r ^^

My Sw33t Sexayy 17 's birthday!

1/3/09

Okay...here we go...
In the morning 6am+ Ah Wing fetched me go the SABS (shah alam buddha society) to have our charity Run~
He morning called me about 5am+ phew~! I WANT SLEEP Argh~ =X
so reached thr and waited kinda long...coz jun liang din tell me anything about tht charity run and i dont have the T-shirt of that society...so wht i can do is jz wait and wait and wait...
finally..jiah jun told me Mun Choong is not taking part in that charity..so i took his shirt =X
and had some briefing at the hall...warm up exercises..then started to RUN~!
I was under the jog marathon kategory?!something like that la..lol. and i run non-stop..
coz i hope i can gt no. in between 1-8.. if not then kinda meaningless i run on my bday rite?!
hehe~ finally...i got no.6! =D not tht good..but still..I was satisfy...and tired and exhaust3d! =X rest for awhile... Ch33 ch3w also got no. 5..not bad huh?! bt he was not satisfy because metal was not given ~ haha..kelian o.O"
then went in the hall again...breakfast was prepared...got kopi,"yao zha guai",breads,"tong shui" and lotz more..not bad larh...
then watched some performances...got clown...and ppl sing.. was kinda enjoyed although abit sienx.. and finally collected my rm30 jusco voucher~ then had brunch at Sri Mayuri wif chee chew,kai xiang and ah wing~ chee chew went back earlier..
after tht,go cc's hs fetched him to my hs..coz he promised help me to do the sdo-x thingy~ haha =D
however,he was very 'mo'...ply his sdo thr sumore~ actually bro promised to bring me go cheong k...bt he broke his promise...the day before he went clubbing till 5am and woke up LATE~ i was not happi3... i thought he didnt buy any present for me...
bt he bought present for his friends~ so rich huh?! @.@
reached my hs about 1pm then cc helped me settle the sdo thingy ~thx! =)
he was tired then slept at my hs awhile.. i went upstairs to hav some sleep also..hope i will get better..not tht moody~
it works~i gu3ss =]
at nite had dinner wif my family at Betty's kitchen..food thr was ok~ saw my uncle and aunty thr...actually my bro wanted to pay for the bill..
bt then ended up my uncle belanja us~ kekex.. xP tq~

and win yee leng planned to celebrate v me at secret recipe..bt it was a last minute plan so cancelled d...becoz the next day is school day..so its ok~ win yee dont sad kay?? hehe..

finished our dinner and went back hs...online till 10pm+
replied some bday wishes on facebook~ then cut my birthday cake...took some pic..
and bro sudd asked me and sista went upstairs to check out our present..he off the light in my room~then gt my present ...a toy and key chain wif "M" word..thank you la...
i was happi3 ~ =)
the next day i decided not to go school..i wan SL33p! xP

Thank you guys! I Love y'all till bites~ >.<

• Key Chain by bro

• small lil cute toy by bro also ^^

3arly birhtday celebbration~!

28/2/09
Morning went to school...had some lame kokurikulum activities..and i joined NGO for fun~!
ok ..actually today we plan to go sunway...angeline and kai ni want to celebrate my birthday wif me...but then it was kinda last minute plan..so.. thy told me maybe not going due to no transportation..but somehow..i tried my best to arrange transport..although is kinda RUSH~
bt finally my dad promised to fetch us back~ phew~
around 4 30pm we reached sp~then shop around...shop shop shop~
then meet with chee chew,jimmy,yong jun and jim's bro..oki3..then went for a movie..i forgot the english name of that movie..is a singaporean movie..was very funny! xD
bt then sudd received call from my bro which spoiled my mood.ish~he told me no1 can fetch me unless i went back earlier..bt its impossible coz i was watching movie~ kinda pissed off..
thts the first time i asked 'em to fetch me...and thy jz couldnt make it..
and i felt so sorry...cuz i've promised to angeline and kai ni to fetch 'em back..sorry gals! =(
i decided to go back v teksi..and i asked angeline and kai ni to follow jim's car..while yong jun and chee chew accompanied me...
after movie whole gang seperated~angeline and kaini went to search for my bday present..same goes to yong jun and jimmy~
so left me ,chee chew and jim's bro..so we went to hunt for win yee's bday present~
ho~so hard to find her present..and chee chew walked soooo fast..and i got stomachache =X
bt it was ok..finally we bought a black shirt at nichii~hope she'll like it! =)
after that,jim and yj gave me present..thanks alot~then thy went back d..and i cant even say bye to angeline and kaini.haih =(
finally me chee chew ,yj also went back at 10pm+ ,i felt guilty coz nidta mafan cc's dad to fetch us back~sorry ya cc~bt somehow..thanks guys! >.<

• snap snap in sp toilet x)
  

• "DolphiN" by yong jun,jimmy and cc?