Ice Cream does not cure anymore..

Today i realised ice cream doesn't cure anymore.
I used to eat ice cream when im not happy..mcflurry?vanila flavour?baskin robbin?
But it doesnt really work on me nowadays. howcome? somehow,its quite sad for me..HAHAHA
but who cares?no1 will care about it i guess..
uhm,yesterday was the memorable one for me
I've been Locked outside in the middle of the night..with Bro! that's CooL isnt it? Yayyyy~ (sarcastic)
the worst thing was no1 came down and open the door for us..joanne was sleeping like A PIG!
But finally mom came down and opened the door.=X
Yesterday was really a "GOOD GOOD" night for me..no jokes. x]
And...the main point is..I STARTED TO HATE MYSELF! I started to forget who am i?!Lost in direction,no aim,no target,foggy future...ahha!
I have to walk through it by my own i guess...no matter how tough it is,how hard for me to swallow those shyt...i still have to carry on~
MICHELLE NG! YOU should Start Accepting THE TRUTH!
Bye.