DoN't Get Me Wrong

Friendship?wht does friendship means?
who can give me the definition for "friendship"
well,its been quite tough for me to maintain our relationship..but i really hope im be able to do so...
I know u'll be reading this...that's why i post this blog..
I apologise to you here if i've hurt you or did something wrong to you which i dont really know what i've done to you...
If u thought was my problem..then i can tell you that nothing happen to me...its just that i was really tired tht day and could not went recess with you~that's all..
Please don't get me wrong~
I know there's something inside your heart and you're tend to hide it from me...
I hope you can share it with me so that the distance between me and you would not be getting further and further...because...I really don't know what's inside your mind..
I just can see that you're not happy with me..its very obvious when you are not happy..because you use to be an active and happy person.. I miss your smile ;'(
If its really my fault then i think i should think properly...is because of i changed a lot or what?!
There's really some problem between us...i mean i dont understand you...
This can be clearly seen when a small matter can become a big matter and i dont know what's happening...I hope you can tell me or pass message to me...which ever ways you prefer will do...as well as you let me know...
Once again...SORRY!!! and please dont get me wrong.. =(